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Name:Exciting Jeff
Location:Kenilworth, New Jersey, United States
Birthdate:1984-01-05
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Bio:"He shall be a wild ass of a man, his hand against everyone, and everyone's hand against him; In opposition to all his kin shall he encamp." -Genesis 16:12

"I'm running out of time
I'm out of step and
Closing down and
Never sleep for wanting hours
The empty hours of greed
And uselessly
Always the need
To feel again the real belief
Of something more than mockery
If only I could
Fill my heart with love"
-The Cure

Oh man. I remember when talking about myself was one of my favorite activities. I used to write in a journal thing several times a day, I used to fill out every goddamn survey I found in my inbox (back when surveys were still sent by e-mail), and I used to think that people genuinely cared about my predilections, attributes, and opinions.
I used to do and think a lot of things. This whole journal reads like a great big "used to". I used to write. I used to feel decent. I used to do more things than the subject of Journey's rock masterpiece "Anyway You Want It".
I haven't written jack shit in months, and that's alright, I suppose. I've been trying to get my life together, and I've failed rather miserably. But this afternoon, I'm well rested, and I feel great, so it's time to revitalize myself.
So... my name's Jeff, I complain a lot, and this is my journal.
Interests:104: 100 bullets, a clockwork orange, absurdity, activism, american beauty, ani difranco, asbury park, beats, books, chuck palahniuk, computers, counting crows, cults, cyberpunk, daily show, discordianism, disintegration, don lapre, dostoevsky, drugs, existentialism, fallout, fight club, gaming, ghosts, godspeed you black emeperor!, human rights, hunter s. thompson, idiot's delight, illuminati, informercials, journey, joy division, kerouac, lesbian mexi-inuit chamber power-folk, lucasarts adventure games, marilyn manson, masturbation, metuchen, mirah, mockery, monkey island, monty python, morrissey, mr. show, mystery science theater 3000, naps, natural born killers, new amsterdams, new order, nick cave, nickelodeon game shows, nine inch nails, novelty records, ocd, orgies, philosophy, piebald, pornography, posers, preacher, records, rent, robert anton wilson, robert smith, rpgs, ryan adams, sandman, sarcasm, sex, shadowrun, sincerity, sleep, socialism, sporks, springsteen, squee, star wars, stephen chbosky, sublime, synchronicity, system of a down, tarot, tenacious d, the cure, the doors, the smiths, third eye blind, tivo, tom mcrae, tom scharpling, transhumanism, tricky, vampire: the masquerade, vampires, vertigo comics, video games, vonnegut, waking life, wesley willis, wfmu, white castle, white wolf, zines
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